Saturday, December 10, 2011

What DO I know?

After trying to explore myself in the final project and after watching the movie, I think I changed a little in my views on self concepts.

Our identity, mind, etc. is a vast expanse of ideas, thoughts, and power. We can become what we want to an extent if we really believe and try hard enough. In my overall and professional development, I see this as a positive intrigue to help expand my abilities and horizons. The many thoughts and ideas from the video will help me explore more into my own creativity and self

Who Am I?

I'M SPIDERMAN!!!!

but really

In the eyes of others, I am just one of the nerds who likes to watch anime, play video games, and always gets their work done. While that may be true to some extent, I am much more. I see myself as a complex individual who has a lot going on at one, someone who worries a lot, has no self-confidence, terrible at most of the things he does, but loves to play games and watch anime. I am here just because I am. I am here to live and make the best of what I have. I may worry a lot, have medical problems, and get depressed nowadays, but I am still here and will eventually find my place. Being here not as a person by being here as an individual mind. My body will always be here until it rots away, but my mind is here.

To others I am implicated because of how I act, dress, look, etc. My outward public self is only a small part of who I am. I am always the same in the eyes of those who do not always know me, to many I have not changed at all. Identity, especially for me, is not static. In fact identity itself is like the universe: infinite and constantly expanding and changing. We can be come someone else entirely at anytime, and who is to say who is the real one?